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finally! [05 Sep 2005|10:06am]
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[08 Aug 2005|12:00am]
[ mood | sleepy ]

I honestly don't know why i am even up right now seeing that i have to get up early and im tired as it is.. but what the heck happened to livejournal? Everyone just stopped mm, weird. Summers been awesome, making it harder to accept schools right around the corner... eh. SUCKS. I've hung out with basically everyone i wanted to this summer besides a few, most of my summers been maressa and ash, which is a good thing. Tennis starts in a couple days so that's something to look forward to.. nothing else really has been going on though. Just hanging out, you know. Make sure you guys hit me up before summer ends :)

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read this, its super cute [23 Jun 2005|12:02pm]
[ mood | curious ]

I want a boy. The right kinda boy

He'll give me his favorite sweatshirt.
He’ll stay home with me and watch DiSnEy MoViEs.
And he'll tell me he LOVES IT even though he doesn’t,
and the only person he would ever watch it with would be me.
.He'll call me at 3am and ask me what i'm doing.
He'll tell me he couldn't fall asleep because he was thinking about me, and he needed to hear my voice.
He’ll IM me every morning before school saying “Have a great day babe I love you!”.
And he always ***whispers something sweet in my ear.
He'll take me to a CONCERT! to see his favorite band.
And he wont get embarrassed to tell me he loves me in front of his friends.
When I cry he'll tell me I'm too beautiful to and he'll kiss every tear.
He'll always make me feel better because he knows the perfect things to say to me.
All of his friends will KNOW WERE IN LOVE because he'll talk about me to them.
He'll stay up with me all night when im sick.
When we're walking together he'll stop and pick up a flower and put it behind my ear.
He'll love everything about me and tell me that I'm perfect.
We always end up LaUgHiNg about silly fights.
We wont get mad for making fun of each other because we crack up at every bit of it.
Even if we're a million years old, BuTTerFlieS will STILL go crazy inside of me ... Every time he kisses me.
He'll tell me he'd die without me. When we go out for ice cream, he'll put some on my nose
then I'll put some all over his face.
And we just never stop laughing.
he wouldnt be scared to cry in front of me--
 --and would hold me when i cry ..
he'll introduce me to his friends as the coolest girl he’s ever* met.
We would have contests of how far we could spit our gum, or how far we could jump off a swing.
And we'd always take pictures in photo booths.
He’ll let me go places with his mom.
We’d kiss in the r.a.i.n.
And when I hear him speak, I'll fall in love  ALL OVER AGAIN.
I want a boy who can ArGuE over stupid things with me,
and then go totally soft when I got sad && apologize.
I want someone who would lay with me outside under the stars.
Someone who will squirt me with water guns *IN THE HOUSE
When we kissed our hips would be pressed together.
I want someone to be there no matter what ... always and forever *Perfect.
I'll be his e v e r y t h i n g.
And he'll be even more to me .
He will love me for A l W a Y s.

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i could hold on a little tighter i know, but when you love someone you gotta let 'em go [31 May 2005|07:36pm]
[ mood | crazy ]

wow it has been super long! i don't really know if i even like having this anymore... but anyways a lot of stuff has been happening, i've been doing a lot of stuff that i normally wouldn't find myself doing but i really am finding i like myself a lot better for that. the past 3 weeks ive been with ash most of the time, last weekend was fun a lot of stuff went down at maressa's it was a good time. crazy but good. this weekend was also good, went fishing the other day with will and amanda, hah yeah i know. This weekend was once again filled with ash for the most part. And manda ;) Works been going good. School, NOT so good. i'm doing alright i suppose but its just such a drag and im stressing over final grades too much. oh well 3 weeks/ 13 days of school left and we're OUUUUT! sounds good to me! and then my lovey nick will be with me :) ohhhh yeah. Saw him tonight as well what a looker ;), went to my sister's banquet and ash and i got in some trouble. lmao it was sweet though. im going to New York + Pennsylvania this summer! i can't wait :] I don't know what i'll do when ash leaves for Cabo though.. depressing thought. Gtg start/finish my econ poster ! :O
((EDIT)); tonight was yrbook signing very fun! hung with ash kate and mallo before. after i got to spend some quality time with my mikey, jeff, eric + ash yes! okay i needed to add that in there. peeeeace


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gettin everybody fiiiiired up [07 May 2005|11:40am]
[ mood | hopeful ]

Well last weekend ash had a bonfire. maressa ed will shane kate and kayla attended as well. it was sweet man little things like that make the best nights EVER, except ed was a little crazy and almost killed us on the golfcart! hah.. uhm worked sunday with ash and mand. fun times, tues stayed home from school + worked, wednesday went tanning/ went out to lunch with abb felic maressa and ash. then ash came over my house and we played tennis, went up the the LAX game and talked to Chris the whole time! i love that kid. last night i went to amanda's, Stace and Shane were there then we went to the movies and like 3294 people were there. Saw house of wax, it was pretty disgusting but it was nice. However, me and mike nieman made a pretty sweet goal and i got to talk to him a lot last night so that's sweet. afterwards i went to amanda's and stayed the night, came home this morning and i gotta work at 5 so yeah that blows... but i better be going.!

peace out mother truckaaaas

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take me like a photograph [28 Apr 2005|03:03pm]
[ mood | content ]

hey guys :), i've been pretty busy lately. Very hectic but i'm getting by. Last weekend was camping, very eventful not getting into details but ash and i had fun until we left! Saturday went to the movies maressa spent the night! Monday me and ash went up and played some tennis, we seen kyle up there! Yesterday ash maressa and i went to katie's house, had some good times. Went to seros and Glen came up there also! very nice. Hmph i came home ran my freekin head off, threw up in my front yard NOT COOL. and very gross. played some tennis. then ash called and i was in a much better mood! schools been alright lately, i got 103/100 on my budget project yeahhhh 8). a job well done if i do say so myself. Today i went up and schedueled some work days, very anxious. Well, as of now im just sitting here talking to will and ash, good people.


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There you go again, falling like a star [19 Apr 2005|07:01pm]
[ mood | artistic ]

Helllllo. Well it has been awhile, i doubt my memory is that good! but Yesterday i went to school, it went by faaaaaaaaaast & then i went to amanda lucas' house. Mike min. & Shane got off the bus with us and we all went to amanda's. Theeeeen we went and got will and we all went to taco bell. Ate and talked and stuff, then we headed back to will's house. Mike went home from there :(. Then will shane amanda and i all headed up to the baseball game, it was good cept the janitor was pretty mean to me and manda. ergh. Today mike and i were supposed to hang out but it didn't work out!! i was very sad. But ash came over and i went to her lesson she gave with her and i just love it at the barn. It was a nice time. Me and Nick matched today, we planned it too. no JOKE, bc we're sweet and stuff. Tomorrow i deffinitely planned on hanging out with Shane+Maressa. I hope everything works out. Thursday after school me and ash leave for port huron with our families. can't wait! Weather was great today, thumbs up. well i'm out.

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At one point we caught ourselves staring at each other [08 Apr 2005|08:57pm]
[ mood | confused ]

Well let's take a look here.. hmph. Tuesday Abb came over we went tanning ate out at travis and then she came back to my house. We washed the car you know you know, and walked up to genos for one last time :(. Me and ash went jogging later on. Good day. Wednesday another late arrival, those are my life! Went to the baseball game with Maress Ash Katie and Kayla. yeah yeah Will was up there also. Ash came over and we went jogging once again, and just talked and stuff, went down to jesse's for a bit. Thursday i was supposed to hang out with Amanda but it never worked out bc im estupido. extremely. And today i went to ash's house on her bus i LOVE her bus except donnie wasnt on it today!! umm but i love talking to everyone on there its funny. So today we went out to the barn and drove around a lot. We also went to DQ later tonight saw kels there! and yeah that's about it. Deff raced the golf carts, haha what losers. Well, it seems that i have done something to my knee which REALLY sucks. I suppose i am getting Xrays sometime either this weekend or early this next week, bc im in soo much pain. SHANE CAME HOME TODAY :D. i missed you bud, you AND your smartass. lol The end of the first cardmarking is DONE, yessssss. I guess im pretty satisfied with all my grades except spanish. EW HAAAAAAAATE it. sooo hard. DIE SPANISH. Anyways im going to be starting work at guiseppes soon with mandi + ash. yea yea pretty excited especially bc i need a job. And the weather has been spoiling us ohhhhhhh yes it has. Keep it up weather mkay i think that's all!


EDIT (thought this was cute): Lets face it...we've changed. We've all changed. Somewhere between summer ending & school beginning we've all gone in our own directions. Hearts were broken, friends diminished, new loves were started and new people came into our lives. We no longer spend all of our time in our circle of friends, we no longer talk for hours about nothing at all. We've changed - some for the better, some for the worse. Some of us are finding love while others are trying to let go. Even though we've changed and we're all finding our own place in the world we all know that when the tears fall or the happy smile spreads across our face, we'll come to eachother because no matter where this crazy world takes us nothin will ever change so much to the point where we're not all still friends.

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i've been tryin my best to get along [02 Apr 2005|12:08am]
[ mood | accomplished ]

breaks good. Been real busy, hanging out with everyone. Anyways its been fun, and you should go to mandi's journal and look at her pics too! Went up to the tennis courts and played with ash on Wednesday and Thurday. It was really fuuun man. So here are some pics from tonight...


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the way you scream is the ultimate [28 Mar 2005|10:10pm]
[ mood | creative ]

Well well well! break is here and i'm still in good old chesterfield :). However, i must admit i really am enjoying it here so far! So on Friday FELT LIKE CRAP, i was really worried that i was gonna be sick the whoooole break but by saturday i was up and moving :). I went to Amanda's new house and Amy was there for a little bit, but she left early. Me and amanda went on the teeter totter, haha oh man it was SO hilarious, then we just got her room in order as much as possible and talked man. I love herrr. My cousin Jimmy also came home from Iraq last month and he came over that night, very excited to see him! Sunday was easters at grandma's and wasn't bad bc i got to be with my baby hayden :*.(Ash, OUR boyfriend)! Today i went to Mandi's house, we sat around chit chatted and whatnot then we headed over to felicia's house, i am in LOVE with her house oh my bageezus. Anyway Abb picked me felicia and mandi up and we went to the mall and then we left the mall around 9:00. Tomorrow i go on a job search, woopdeedo. I really hope ash will be able to acompany me, bc i miss her so much asdfj >:O. So Will left for ohio today and he was supposed to call me before he left! very upset, because i will miss him as well. But what can you do, i don't miss school ONE BIT.

c ya guyssss
I SAW KRISTA & SAMMY AT THE MALLLL, it brightened my day up a little bit more:D<33

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so what's my damage TODAY?! [23 Mar 2005|07:26pm]
[ mood | bouncy ]

man, get up all in this piece.Collapse )

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when all is said and done, id never count the cost. [18 Mar 2005|10:51pm]
[ mood | content ]

hayy mann, tonight was great! nothing really has been going on this week besides the fact today is a WEEK SINCE snowcoming and i WANT IT BACK!! ahh, well anyways things are pretty good! Tuesday went to maressa's house hung out laughed alooootttt man, thurs ash came over from school and we went tanning, took a walk and stuff, tonight i went to the movies with amanda! Saw Kaitlynn & Marina :D. We saw the ring two, it wasnt as scary as i thought it was going to be but me and amanda didnt really watch a lot of it bc it was still scary! omgg she is so hilarious i love her so much. Kelly was also there : ) the idiot pranked my phone and then was like "dude next time let me answer it" haha. I sat by krista and sammy too, aweeeSOMEEE. Then we went to wendys and hung around, kristas mom drove me home with sammy and krystina <3333333. Man it was a pretty good night but i have abs. no idea what im up to this weekend. I hope it will go by slow though! WOO spring break in less than a week! soooo excited, not that im going anywhere special, but i<3breaks.

c yaaaa :)

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HUUUUH FJADS [13 Mar 2005|12:04pm]
[ mood | content ]

omg! snowcoming was soo GOOD. i want it back man. emmm around 2:00 i started getting ready and whatnot with ash and then we headed over to Glen's we were a little late but what can you do! We took massive amounts of pics, headed off to shogun's. It was a sho, let me tell you! It was really cool, the food was good too. Then we all hopped in the limo and drove for a bit, then went to the dance, woooo eeeee. FUN. Everyone looked SO pretty! then afterward we went back to Glen's where ashs mom took Mandi Maressa Katie and I all over to ashley's house, anthony ed and them came over for a little. Then we did a little of our own thing it was good! then we just layed around and crashed. Last night me and ash pranked like everyone, then we called vince and he helped us out for awhile! hah it was pretty good! leaaaaaaaave 'em


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some things you can see coming from a mile away, some you can't see at all [06 Mar 2005|10:48am]
[ mood | bored ]

I hung out with Ash a lot this past week, mostly went to her house considering! emmm, Maressa spent the night on friday, and we watched the OC season 1. It was gooooooood man. Then she went to the mall. About 4:00 Ash picked me up, we went tanning and then she dropped me off and went to work from my house. Then around 7:00 Amy picked me up and we went to Ash's house even though she wasn't home and threw snowballs at the windows and knocked to freak lisa out. haha awwwe poor BFFE! but then we just stayed there until Ash got home and surprised her. I am so excited about snowcoming bc it's soooo close! i still need to get everything together, i am SO unorganized. but yeah.. don't know. School is going alright, the days are long though, and i really need a job. Hence REALLY. Today im just gonna sit back and do nothing, a lot of homework. Probably call will for the new sunday stew! saweeeet. Okay that's all

c ya : )

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we heart snowdays [01 Mar 2005|08:58pm]
[ mood | irritated ]


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no matter where it ends, it all began with you. [26 Feb 2005|12:15pm]
[ mood | energetic ]

woooo eeee, its been a long time! I just got my computer back about 4/5 days ago so you know. Uhmm on the snow day, which i believe was Monday i went over to Ash's house and we went out on the canal and headed to krista's. Her and Sammy went to go pick up Paul so me and Ash decided to hang out back on their canal until they got home, then we all had a snowball fight! Then we messed around on the island for a little while, and then me and Ash headed back to her house, we just did the norm, always good. I didn't do anything this week tues-thurs. Friday i went to the game with Felicia, u know u know. ("I LOVE YOU RUSSSEEELL") and then we hung out with mike and paul, abb maress kate, pretty cool. Theeeeen i was getting way too hott, so by the time vars 1/2 time rolled around i went outside, and hung out with danielle linds and kaitlynn! went inside and just stayed in the lobby with kaitlynn katie amanda felicia danielle shane and linds ("WHAAADD UPPP ZOOOBEEELL") it was a good time, but ash and mandi had to work :(. missed you guys. Oh and it was Kell's bday, pretty cool girl. Came home, talked with maressa until i went to bed. Today i am going to gmas to celeb. mom's bday! And tomorrow IS her actual bday, so i think we have a little something up our sleeves.
Well hopefully ill get my dig. camera hooked up soon, and post pictures from the snow day!
Happy Birthday Matt & Kaitlyn!

c ya :)

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nothing but love [16 Feb 2005|11:36pm]
[ mood | envious ]

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why can't everyday be just this good [13 Feb 2005|12:03pm]
[ mood | mellow ]

mmok, this week went by superduper fast, and now break! Naturally break rolls around, and i have a huge effing paper to write! But since i don't like complaining, i guess i'll have to get over it. On Friday i was supposed to go to the game with mandi and ash but you know things didn't work out! Mandi and ash were grounded. It really sucked, i miss hanging with ash :((. So on friday me and my mom went out and rented the notebook, stayed home and watched that bc everyone else was out on their friday night. hm Friday was a good day at school, i saw MEGG and kaitlynn, lauren and a bunch of people that my scheduel does NOT let me see anymore, ugh stupid scheduel. And then i had C lunch with mike will and maressa & of course ftb! talk about good, i haven't had lunch with maressa since like the first day of 9th grade. yea, so that was a major plus. Then yesterday i did absolutely nothing but sleep, and talk on the phone with ashley. Then maressa asked me to go bowling and i still hadn't showered so i went over to maressa's around 8:00, abb<33 was there, i hopped in the shower over there and got ready for Will to pick us up with Shane, and glen met us up there. It was a long wait, but not too bad. Abb had some rough times with the managerr, as did maressa. lmao Then while we were waiting Glen, Shane and i went to 7-11 and got everyone slurpees. Came back, bowled, i got like a 77. haha avg. Came home, went to bed. Today i have no clue what i am doing, story of my life.

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just wait until the sun goes down [08 Feb 2005|09:15pm]
[ mood | sleepy ]

After this i am going STRAIGHT to bed. It is amazing how tired i am, i cannot recall being this tired in a long while. Last friday ash picked me and maressa up and we went to a couple of places, went to the mall, then took maressa to the school for cheer, then ash dropped me off and later she came and picked me up to go to the game with anthony and dom. Sunday when i got home from shelby's i went over ashley's house, had dinner over there and watched some of the superbowl. We wrestled. Upset the Eagles didn't win i must say :(. Then She drove me home, picked out my outfit and went home. Yesterday I went over ash's house after school again, then we did some cs up at green, we picked up krista and sammy! And then krystina was up there so it was sweet! I miss will an insane amount, very dissapointing. And the fact that i have had massive amounts of homework JUST this week (mind you its only tuesday) is not so cool. Today we went to pankow, i got to miss 5 and 6 which sucked bc i missed the only class i have with MARESSA :(. But we got by, i got to hang out with mandi<3, and talked to Dee :D loveher, missher. Snowcoming is sooo close, i realllllly LOVE this one dress i seen at the mall on friday but i wasnt with my mom so we'll see. tonight my cousin came over, he's sooo cute he'll be 6th months on wednesday. ahhilovehim. i want it to be your birthday sarah, so i can buy you some overalls. ah haha. I hate keyboarding. im STUCK.

goodnight :)

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she slipped on a kiss and stumbled into love [02 Feb 2005|08:53pm]
[ mood | satisfied ]

I would like to start off by saying i absolutely cannot explain how much i want my old scheduel back. I like my classes and all, but wow i cannot keep track of where i go next, its still really new to me. I'm not one for change. ew. Okay so anyway what's today, wednesday? Well on Sunday i went to the mall with ash it was a good time, got some cute stuff. Got rear ended on the way home =O. ohhh no, yeah but everything was AOK. Monday she came over and we hung out, went to the game, we were supposed to go over jesse's but he's dumb and had practice! ;) Never worked out. Yesterday and today i've had pounds of homework, its getting out of hand. Been watching american idol. It's kind of annoying how people are actually coming on the show to be BAD now, seriously, go away, you're wasting everyone's time. Abb put me on her family tree as her sister, i thought that was really funny haha. (FYI). This weekend i am totally excited about going to Shelby's house, i miss her Sooo-> much. We haven't spent the weekend together since summer when she stayed like weeks at my house :) loved that. Will has been sick, i miss seeing him ohhh man. i hope he gets better. I have no idea what i'm doing on friday, pretty sure im going to the game with ashdoe but need to 2bl check! Maressa got her haircut, if you didn't notice lmao. but it looks verrrrrrrry cute and i told her like 100 times but i needed to type is as well. i like her hair anyway though. mmgate<3 Yep, that's pretty much all i have to say at this point.

c ya

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